I just feel so pent up. I'm sitting on a waitlist I'd really like to get accepted to, and all the usual things I'd be doing right now to distract myself and feel better about the wait (going out with friends, watching baseball, even just going to a cafe to read) have all vanished. I was planning to go visit family in California; that clearly isn't happening anymore. Professors have also (understandably) stopped being easy to get in contact with.
Plus I feel guilty about worrying so much about my immediate career/personal goals when members of my family are at high risk.