I can relate to this! I was accepted to an unfunded Master of Health Studies program, but I feel like I could get a future employer to pay for it or hold out and get a research assistant job before trying another round of applications. I see the pros and cons of both sides.
I haven't had any anxiety dreams since then, but I'm expecting something to go wrong in the process.
I lose so much sleep over evaluating my applications! It's frustrating.
I had a dream that an interview got cancelled. I woke up freaking out and checked all of my applications, but nothing has changed. Hopefully only one more month of waiting left for me