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I felt like I was managing my anxiety about this mostly okay, but yesterday I received TWO decisions (one rejection and one unfunded acceptance) so now my anxiety has increased tenfold and I can't stop thinking about it. I just want ONE funded acceptance, that's all I need!! Please!!! But I'm guessing I need to start planning for rejections from everywhere ?

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13 hours ago, historygeek said:

I'm beginning to think my schools have forgotten about me...

I even think that I have missed some steps in the application and had to come in and check to see if I missed any doc...

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1 minute ago, historygeek said:

Tons of history decisions are coming in and I haven't gotten anything. I'm freaking out.

I know that feeling! Earlier this week there were a whole slew of philosophy decisions coming in, but not from my programs. Drove me crazy! I don't know about history, but with philosophy it's still considered very early. Hang in there! 

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1 hour ago, historygeek said:

Tons of history decisions are coming in and I haven't gotten anything. I'm freaking out.

I mean, at least you've gotten accepted to one.  Imagine how I feel seeing all the physics decisions and the only thing I have to show for it is rejections early on and being ghosted all week lol.

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i think i will breakdown if i dont hear back soon enough... i cant sleep or eat properly and im always anxious (i also have physical symptoms of my anxiety through IBS ) everything just seems to suck

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10 minutes ago, anxiousqueen said:

i think i will breakdown if i dont hear back soon enough... i cant sleep or eat properly and im always anxious (i also have physical symptoms of my anxiety through IBS ) everything just seems to suck

I hear ya, I have anxiety and it just gets worse through all this! There are a lot of people here going through the same thing, and I've found that talking to people like me helps :) it just sucks to wait like this, period. But having a community of people to talk to about it is really great. Feel free to DM me if you want to vent more!

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One more week has passed and still radio silence... at least no new results came on the survey page.

The job I applied told me that they would contact whoever was hired by Friday afternoon, so I'm guessing that's a no.

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56 minutes ago, lovekilledinos said:

How are you all occupying your time?! 

Hahahaha refreshing the results page and the forums constantly. 

Seriously though, I feel I can relax more during the weekend than the workweek because A) I don't expect to hear anything over the weekend, though I know that isn't the case with all programs and B ) At work, I'm always on the computer so it's tempting to refresh, take a look, do work, rinse and repeat. At home, I don't have to be near a computer. I've been doing all the challenges on Red Dead Redemption II and going for 100% completion. It may sound silly, but it's a goal of some sort that I've set for myself, and it keeps me focused on something. Since I can't do anything about grad school applications anymore, having something I can work on and work towards is super helpful.

That, and I know that I won't have much time for games in the coming years so I may as well enjoy it while it lasts ?

 

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@ringoandme that makes sense! I'm teaching a couple of courses at the university I got my MA from, but they're morning classes. Twice a week. I get home around 11am so I have way too much freetime on my hands. I sit here and check the forums constantly, too. UGH. This is maddening. I wish I could focus on a freaking book or something. Dang it! 

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2 hours ago, lovekilledinos said:

I don't have enough ways to keep myself busy. I'm not expecting to hear anything this week, but this waiting game is driving me crazy. 

How are you all occupying your time?! 

@ringoandme, I do the same at work! 

@lovekilledinos, when I'm not at work, editing, painting, or trying and failing to read a physical book, I have found walking around with an audiobook very helpful. Audiostrolling, I call it. Best thing about it is that one of the libraries I go to uses Overdrive/Libby, so I don't pay for them and can devour them while I do other things ☺️

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